Monday, October 29, 2012

For me

So it has been a while since my last post! I haven't written anything because I felt like I wasn't sure what this blog should be about or for. I didn't want to blog about crafts I do, things that I cook or what we did everyday. All those things are good, but just didn't seem like what I truly wanted this blog to be about. Well I think I may have figured it out. This blog is simply for me. I know many don't read it, and for me, I feel better when I get my thoughts out in writing, so this is for me, my escape!
On a side note, I need a new name for my blog! Just doesn't seem to fit.
Right now, as we wait out this hurricane Sandy, I am thinking about my day. My days font consist of much more than being with my children and being in their world. I wouldn't trade it for anything. However sometimes I feel a little overwhelmed by it. Seems silly, I know, but when there is little "me" time available, even for something as simple as using the restroom, it can make one a bit crazy! To cut this short, my lack of "me" time, is taking a toll on my children. I get short with them, frustrated much easier, and seem to not fully enjoy them! Which is so sad, because they are at such a special age and it goes so quickly.
So I am writing this to tell myself to lighten up, enjoy, and relax. "Me"time is needed, but In a few years from now, when they are grown, I will have too much me time and miss all this! It is too precious and valuable to miss. My reminder to myself, take a moment for yourself, breath, and simply enjoy my children!
Hopefully I blog more, about all things! Sorry if it may seem a bit like a diary, but a girls got to get her thoughts in order sometimes!!
I am off to watch a movie with my love, praying the power doesn't go out!